So I've been thinking about writing another blog article so i logged in to my blog website and realized the last thing I wrote was in January. Now it's May. It gives me a chance to pause and stare at the wall and utter a 'huh..' out loud. In recent conversations I've had with friends and acquaintances there seems to be a growing awareness that I'm happy to see. It's not always been there, but been growing steadily the past few years - that or I'm more in tune with it. That being people cutting ties with the traditional views of Christianity or spiritual thought in general. There's a shift happening. Some would call it the 'great falling away' of the church. But I see it as a great awakening from traditional values that have long since grown stale. Does it negate the message of Christ? As always my answer will be 'of course not'. But the message as it's been delivered has been proven to be full of holes and changes, edits by the hand of mankind - leaving most of the goodies of the true texts on the cutting room floor. So we are as I've often said stuck with believing in something we cannot see, and cannot trust the bible or any speaker to deliver the truth - only our own gut instinct can tell us fact from fiction.
From the beginnings of my religious intolerance it was hard for me not to feel some bit of guilt for not going to an established place of worship. But I soon realized it was how I was taught from a child. That's what believers were supposed to do. Go to church on Sunday. But I broke free of that bondage and now realize looking back that no church on earth is necessary if the people's hearts are in agreement. The temple of the Spirit of God doesn't rest in a building made with hands, but in flesh and blood. Then the notion of sin and heavenly punishment can be dealt with next - in a spiritual intervention of sorts - where we must let go of the notion that God is an angry child abusing deity who'll lay one on you for being human. Those same human traits He himself designed. Much of this comes from that book again, the highly edited pages where we're told to fear a loving God, fear His punishment and wrath, fear death and hell, and fear our own judgment to keep all His little children in line. But contradict the line of BS with 'we're free moral agents, we can make our own decisions'... but your decisions are wrong if they don't line up with the word of God. Give me a break.
From our infancy as children of God in the western Christian tradition we're told that since we're babes in Christ we have to start off with the 'milk of the word' the simplistic teachings designed to help us understand and grow in God. Then as we're seasoned and indoctrinated into the fold of believers then the 'Meat of the word' gets shared - where we dig in and feast on the deeper things of Heaven. The problem with that is every pulpit in America is stuck spraying its congregations with milk every Sunday. The simple teaching. Most of the congregations will never see it that way. They go because they were told too, and listening to the same old tired sermons week after week doesn't bother them. But the meat of the word can't be shared there. It can only be found on your own without the intervention of others - no family, no friends, no church, no pastor, no bible, no tv or radio or magazine can share with you the truth. You have to discover it. Even at the cost of turning your back on traditions you've held onto since you were a kid and saying 'i will search this out for myself and come to a conclusion based on what i find and know in my heart to be the truth'.
I guess that's why I named this blog 'Rants on Christianity' a few years ago. It's so easy for me to rant about something I am really honestly passionate about. Faith is a great subject. Religion and tradition anyone can do, anyone can go through the motions - but true spiritual power comes from breaking through the haze of it all and seeing things clearly from your own perspective. Try it for yourself and let me know how you're doing. I hope all of you find the truth for yourselves. It will be much more valuable to you when it's your own discovery.
Chris